Lately these days I feel like I'm all over the place. I feel like I have so many things that I want to do but can't. I just can't get a handle of everything going on. Now, not that I was ever super organized before I had the babe, but I atleast started something then finished it. But ever since I got pregnant, my house is never as clean as I want it to be, I have a million things to do and no time to do anything. Don't get me wrong I will never ever trade what I have now. I love my new life as a mom but I do regret not spending my time wisely before we had her. Why didn't I try to get healthy earlier? Why didn't I finish school? Why did we wait to get married?
So I guess I'm talking about big things too and not just little things. And I apologize but I am typing as it comes to me, if you haven't figured that out already. All I know is I need to get it together NOW before the babe knows what's going on and thinks that her mom is this absolute mess and before she decides that she wants to grow up and be the opposite of me because I'm such a wreck. :(
*sigh* well on that note, I'm thinking of maybe starting to sell my cake pops. It's something thats still quite new to Louisville and think its a great time to get it going. I might start a blog about those so please watch for it.
Looky! I got more teef!
Hopefully it won't take so long next time!