Lately these days I feel like I'm all over the place. I feel like I have so many things that I want to do but can't. I just can't get a handle of everything going on. Now, not that I was ever super organized before I had the babe, but I atleast started something then finished it. But ever since I got pregnant, my house is never as clean as I want it to be, I have a million things to do and no time to do anything. Don't get me wrong I will never ever trade what I have now. I love my new life as a mom but I do regret not spending my time wisely before we had her. Why didn't I try to get healthy earlier? Why didn't I finish school? Why did we wait to get married?
So I guess I'm talking about big things too and not just little things. And I apologize but I am typing as it comes to me, if you haven't figured that out already. All I know is I need to get it together NOW before the babe knows what's going on and thinks that her mom is this absolute mess and before she decides that she wants to grow up and be the opposite of me because I'm such a wreck. :(
*sigh* well on that note, I'm thinking of maybe starting to sell my cake pops. It's something thats still quite new to Louisville and think its a great time to get it going. I might start a blog about those so please watch for it.
Looky! I got more teef!
Hopefully it won't take so long next time!
If people make you feel like they somehow they manage to hold it all together seamlessly they are lying or just really good a faking it.
ReplyDeleteLife. You have a baby and then you just add all that comes with the baby to what you already had to get done. At the end of the day something has to give. So what if your house is not perfect. As long as you can take time to enjoy your life then who cares. And hiring a house keeper to come every now and then can't hurt either.
Best,
elena
Oh, I'm sorry you're feeling like this! I get overwhelmed by it all too... the big stuff and all the little stuff all mixed up together. It sucks! But most of it is just perception, and really you're doing a wonderful job. NO ONE is perfect!!!
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you're not feeling good! Just take a few days to yourself, and then get at it again! Everyone gets down every once in a while :D :D
ReplyDeleteOk first of all, never ever apologize for not blogging. As several of my blogging guru friends have told me, blogging is like having a full-time job sometimes. There are times when, if you have "real life" to get to, it's OKAY to leave the blog in the dust for a little while (or forever if it's truly stressful...none of your followers would fault you for that). Second of all, don't beat yourself up about being all over the place. You know my parents, they're all over the place ALL the time (sorry mom, if you're reading, but it's true!!). I think in general, parents are all over the place. I admire how well you've kept your life together with all you have to do. Heck, I find it hard to hold my life together and I don't have a baby or a fiance!! You're amazing. Don't let you get in the way of you (if that makes any sense...)
ReplyDeleteAlso, I think the cake-pop idea is a great one!! And, count me in if you want! I know I'm far away, but I've been half dreaming about doing something like this, so any help you need/want, I'm here for ya!! LOVE YOU CHICKEN STICKY!!! :-)
Thank you for the kind words everyone! It makes me feel better hearing that other people have the same struggles I do :)
ReplyDeleteThe one that stresses me out the most is the cleaning thing. I will think about hiring a housekeeper Thank you Elena!
And Shirin thanks for offering help. I'm a little nervous about it because I dont want to fail. im actually writing about a blog about it right now :/ so stay tuned